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04 July 2011 @ 09:27 pm
if you cut me, do i not bleed - a fanmix  
if you cut me, do i not bleed?
[ a helen/nikola fanmix ]

 
 
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| if you cut me, do i not bleed? a helen/nikola fanmix | created for [info]sanctuary_bingo  | prompt: shakespeare | comments are | image is from the electric company theatre - it reminded me of nikola's memory of helen in her red dress and yes, that is JY |
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BREATHE ME
Sia


Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And the worst part is there's no one else to blame

Be my friend, hold me
Wrap me up, unfold me
I am small and needy
Warm me up and breathe me

Ouch, I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found
Yeah, I think that I might break
Lost myself again and I feel unsafe

2:1
Imogen Heap


First the earth was flat
But it fattened up when we didn't fall off
Now we spin laps round the sun

All the gods lost 2-1
And holes to heaven pointed out to us from light years away
We're surrounded by a billion galaxies

Things are not always
Things are not always how they seem
Will you be ready?
Will you be ready?

The interim of life
Has got you tiptoed and pinning all your hopes
On the top dog of dreams

You're not alone in this
The polyfilla way looks strong in the weakness
Of the gaps

Things are not always
Things are not always how they seem
They don't turn out always
Don't quite turn out always how we think
Will we be ready?
Will we be ready?

I'm dying to know, what's in your head
I'm dying to know, how it all got in there
I'm dying to know, to help make some sense of it all
I'm dying to know
Tell me is it my fault?

And I care about you, darling

And I care about you
Course I care about you
More than anyone else

Things are not always
Things are not always how they seem
They don't turn out always
Don't quite turn out always how we think
Will we be ready?

INFATUATION
Maroon 5


Baby, I don't want to spend my life on trial
For something that I did not do
And maybe if you stopped and looked around some time
I wouldn't pass right by you

Maybe it's because you are so insecure
Maybe you plain don't care
Maybe it's the chase that really gets me off
I fall so when it's just not there

Burn another bridge, break another heart
Try again, it will only fall apart

Infatuation
Not seeing the rest of you is getting the best of me
It's such a shame that you shot me down
It would have been nice to be around
I'm touching your skin
If it's only a fantasy, then why is it killing me?
I guess this must be infatuation
I want it...

Try to put my finger on what burns me up
It always seems to escape me
And when you have decided that you've had enough
Just tell me where I need to be

Now I'm facing something that I never had
To ever deal with before
She left me with the feeling that she'd had enough
And I'm the one wanting more

I'm so attracted to you
The feeling's mutual too
And I get scared the moment you leave
Get so hot I forget to breathe, yeah

CRYSTALEYEZ
The Potbelleez


drop everything, i got a suffocating feeling like i can't breathe in
gone, velvet night, but the crystaleyez bring me back to life

crystaleyez are calling me

oh on the soothing blade, then shaken by the hurricane i can't get out
when you call, you're a torch for me
you help me find the struggle

crystaleyez are calling me

ANGEL
Massive Attack


You
Are my angel
Come from way above
To bring me life

Her eyes
She's on the dark side
Neutralize
Every man in sight

Love you

You
Are my angel
Come from way above

Love you

SHE
Abney Park


She has always watched over me
She takes good care of me
She is such an integral part of me
That I forgot who I was
And I forgot she was there
For me

We have traveled this world for years
We have consoled each other's fears
We dried each other's tears
Yet always in doubt, and never in doubt
Of we

With a fever, with a passion
Within anger or with compassion
In a rage, when distrustful
When she's screaming or when she's lustful

She has always been there for me
She takes good care of me
She is such an integral part of me
That I forgot who I was
And I forgot she was there
For me

I'D GIVE MY HEART
Within Temptation


I've been dreaming for so long,
To find a meaning to understand.
The secret of life,
Why am I here to try again?

Will I always, will you always
See the truth when it stares you in the face?
Will I ever, will I never free myself
By breaking these chains?

I'd give my heart, give my soul
I'd turn it back, it's my fault.
Your destiny is forlorn,
Have to live till it's undone.
I'd give my heart, give my soul
I'd turn it back and then at last I'll be on my way.

I've been living for so long,
Many seasons passed me by.
I've seen kingdoms through ages
Rise and fall, I've seen it all.

Seen the horror, seen the wonders
Happening just in front of my eyes.
Will I ever, will I never free myself by making it right?

I'd give my heart, give my soul
I'd turn it back, it's my fault.
Your destiny is forlorn,
Have to live till it's undone.
I'd give my heart, give my soul
I'd turn it back and then at last I'll be on my way.

Jillian our dream ended long ago.
All our stories and all our glory I held so dear.
We won't be together
For ever and ever, no more tears.
I'll always be here 'til the end.
Jillian, no more tears...
Jillian, no more tears...

I'd give my heart, give my soul
I'd turn it back, it's my fault.
Your destiny is forlorn,
Have to live till it's undone.
I'd give my heart, give my soul
I'd turn it back and then at last I'll be on my way.

UNDERNEATH THE STARS
The Cure


Floating here like this with you
Underneath the stars
Alight for 13 billion years
The view is beautiful
And ours alone tonight
Underneath the stars

Spinning round and round with you
Watching shadows melt the light
Soft shining from our eyes
into another space
is ours alone tonight
watching shadows melt

And the waves break
And the waves break

Whisper in my ear a wish
"We could drift away"
Held tight
Your voice inside my head
The kiss is infinite
And ours alone tonight
"We could drift away"

Flying here like this with you
Underneath the stars
Alight for 13 billion years
The view is beautiful
And ours alone tonight
Underneath the stars

Underneath the stars

And everything gone
And all still to come
As nothing to us
Together as one
In each others' arms
So near and so far
Forever as now
Underneath the stars

As the waves break...

HUMAN
The Killers


I did my best to notice
When the call came down the line
Up to the platform of surrender
I was brought but I was kind

And sometimes I get nervous
When I see an open door
Close your eyes, clear your heart
Cut the cord

Are we human or are we dancer?
My sign is vital, my hands are cold
And I'm on my knees looking for the answer
Are we human or are we dancer?

Pay my respects to grace and virtue
Send my condolences to good
Give my regards to soul and romance
They always did the best they could

And so long to devotion
You taught me everything I know
Wave goodbye, wish me well
You've gotta let me go

Are we human or are we dancer?
My sign is vital, my hands are cold
And I'm on my knees looking for the answer
Are we human or are we dancer?

Will your system be all right
When you dream of home tonight
There is no message we're receiving
Let me know, is your heart still beating?

ILLUMINATED
Hurt


Time waits for no one
So do you want to waste some time
Oh, tonight
Don't be afraid of tomorrow
Just take my hand, I'll make it feel
So much better tonight

Suddenly my eyes are open
Everything comes into focus, oh
We are all illuminated
Lights are shining on our faces, blinding

Swing me these sorrows
And try delusion for a while
It's such a beautiful night
You've got to lose inhibition
Romance your ego for a while
Come on, give it a try

Suddenly my eyes are open
Everything comes into focus, oh
We are all illuminated
Lights are shining on our faces, blinding

We are, we are
Blinding
We are, we are
Blinding

Suddenly my eyes are open
Everything comes into focus, oh
We are all illuminated
Lights are shining on our faces, blinding

We are, we are
Blinding
We are, we are
Blinding 

 
O.N.E.
Yeasayer


One's not enough
I won't stop 'til I've given you up
Here, right as I am, it's hard having fun
It's much easier said than it's done

Hold me like before
Hold me like you used to
Control me like you used to

No, you don't move me anymore
And I'm glad that you don't
'Cause I can't have you anymore

But I thought you should know
You don't move me anymore
And I'm glad that you don't
'Cause I can't take it anymore, oh

The room's still now when I'm lying
'Cause the well of the night has gone dry
When they ask to behave I paid them no mind
Now I doubt if I'd have been so kind

Hold me like before
Hold me like you used to
Control me like you used to

It feels like being tranquilized
I know the separation kills us so
But I won't stop falling like raindrops
Because I like it when you lose control

HOLD ON
The Potbelleez


i wrote you into letters
imagine what could be
didn't know where to send them
so i burnt them
and in my empty house
there are only shadows of you
if i could turn back time
my words would sound like this

and every little piece of me
would come together
just hold on
and every little piece of me
would treat you like a queen
so just hold on

i threw out the map
that leads to you
your face has become a place
i walk blindly through

and every little piece of me
would come together
just hold on
and every little piece of me
would treat you like a queen
so just hold on

i would kill for you
and i would burn for you
and i will wait for you

just hold on

LONELY NO MORE
Rob Thomas


Now it seems to me
That you know just what to say
But words are only words
Can you show me something else
Can you swear to me
That you'll always be this way
Show me how you feel
More than ever baby

Well, I don't wanna be lonely no more
I don't wanna have to pay for this
I don't want another lover at my door
Is just another heartache on my list
I don't wanna be angry no more
You know I could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me know for sure
I don't wanna be lonely any more

Now It's hard for me
When my heart still on the mend
Open up to me
Like you do your girlfriends
And you sing to me
And it's harmony
Girl what you do to me is everything
Make me say anything
Just to get you back again
Why can't we just try

I don't wanna be lonely no more
I don't wanna have to pay for this
I don't want another lover at my door
Is just another heartache on my list
I don't wanna be angry no more
You know I could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me know for sure
I don't wanna be lonely any more

What if I was good to you
What if you were good to me
What if I could hold you till I feel you move inside of me

And what if it was paradise
And what if we were symphonies
What if I gave all my life
To find some way to stand beside you
 
WHAT ELSE IS THERE?
Royksopp


It was me on that road
But you couldn't see me
Too many lights out, but nowhere near here

It was me on that road
Still you couldn't see me
And then flashlights and explosions

Roads are getting nearer
We cover distance but not together

I am the storm and I am the wonder
And the flashlights nightmares
And sudden explosions

I don't know what more to ask for
I was given just one wish

It's about you and the sun
A morning run
The story of my maker
What I have and what I ache for

I've got a golden ear
I cut and I spear
And what else is there

Roads are getting nearer
We cover distance still not together

If I am the storm if I am the wonder
Will I have flashlights nightmares
And sudden explosion

There's no room where I can go and
You've got secrets too

I don't know what more to ask for
I was given just one wish

MY IMMORTAL
Evanescence


I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me...
All of me...
All of me...
All...

THE SCIENTIST
Coldplay


Come up to meet you
Tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
Oh let's go back to the start
Running in circles
Coming up tails
Heads on a science apart

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start

I was just guessing
At numbers and figures
Pulling your puzzles apart
Questions of science
Science and progress
Could not speak as loud as my heart
Tell me you love me
Come back and haunt me
Oh when I rush to the start
Running in circles
Chasing tails
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start.

SECRETS
One Republic

I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kind of boring
Need something that I can confess

'Til all my sleeves are stained red
From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw me wink, no
I've been on the brink, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that will light those ears
I'm sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time
Don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

My God, amazing how we got this far
It's like we're chasing all those stars
Who's driving shiny big black cars

And everyday I see the news
All the problems that we could solve
And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Seen it straight to gold
But I don't really like my flow, no, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that will light those ears
I'm sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time
Don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

Got no reason
Got no shame
Got no family I can blame
Just don't let me disappear
I'mma tell you everything

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that will light those ears
I'm sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time
Don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that will light those ears
I'm sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time
Don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

All my secrets away

WAY BACK HOME
Bag Raiders


Rain pours down over a city
Night has fallen like a stone
Are you gone or are you with me?
In my heart I'll never know

If I close my eyes I'll see you
Hear your footsteps in the rain
In my dream I'll never find you
but I'll hear you call my name

As I tread through crowds of people
Trying to keep from looking back
Got your sense on something passing
And it sends me off my track

Do I find you will I follow
To forever and a day
I can feel you in the distance
But you seem so far away

What if I just can't find my way back home (ooh)
What about all the things I just don't know (ooh)
What if I just can't find my way back home (ooh)
Would you be there to show me where to go (ooh)

PUNCHING IN A DREAM
The Naked and Famous


All the lights go down as I crawl into the spaces
If I died on the screens
Life tearing at the seams

Way-yay-yay-yay-yay
I don't ever wanna be here
Like punching in a dream breathing life into my nightmare

If it falls apart I would surely wake it
Bright lights turn me clean
This is worse than it seems

Way-yay-yay-yay-yay
I don't ever wanna be here
Like punching in a dream breathing life into my nightmare

[TOM:]
They'll get through
They'll get you
In the place that you feel it the most
When you're cornered
When it's forming
In the place that you wish was a ghost

[ALISSA:]
Wo-oah
Wo-oah
Wo-oah, wo-oah
Wo-oah
Wo-oah
Wo-oah, wo-oah(:

Way-yay-yay-yay-yay
I don't ever wanna be here
Like punching in a dream breathing life into my nightmare
Way-yay-yay-yay-yay
I don't ever wanna be here
Like punching in a dream breathing life into my nightmare
 
FIELD OF DREAMS
Bliss N Eso


yo, eyo,
i spit like an m16, i let them all know they can have it,
that flash of magic, with an imagination to match it,
so catch it, it's classic, but it will not be contained,
in an industry man made, cuz it runs through my veins,
it pumps through my brain, through my name, nothing will change,
don't make me huff and puff and turn this fucker to flames,
but enough of the games, my shadow is a tidal wave,
my idle, there's a brighter way, fight for it night & day,
I've built fires inspired to keep my hands warm,
I've hopped through hurricanes,
step-step through sandstorms,
I've climbed cliffs, you can see what I'm dreaming,
even walked on water,just to be here this evening,
so, here we go again, I gotta prove I'm no magician to you,
rabbit in a hat, rappers is clueless how i kick it,
this is blood, sweat & tears..
flesh & bone a better way,
a brotherhood of hope, with a megaphone at heavens gate.

Shoot me down, raise my head,
walk my field of dreams instead,
cuz theres no way, you will march on top of me,
not how this is going to be be,

Lift my feet, raise my head,
love & sweat & tears I've bled,
create the path I see ahead

**so i guess i gotta...**

Walk my way instead

Yeah, check it out, yo.

Well he's still kickin' it so beautifully,
bet he's re-writing the odds,
cuz he knows it's not the dog in the fight,
but the fight in the dog,
and the kid couldn't spell for shit,
but could draw like a photograph,
fuck a hit, he rather his rhyme on the wall of a poets class,
caught a flow & wrote the flavour that archaeologists artists audio appropriator,
ghost rider, flaming chopper, caressing the night,
chasing the glimpse of a forever fading the red sun horizon,
he just lights up the skies (lights up the skies)
while running through this circus,
with the heart full of good vibes (heart full of good vibes),
that's pumping through his circuits,
live wire, high flyer,
spit fire round his lungs,
a war torn mustang, through an empire of the sun,
catch him diving in his rhythm,
rhyme & gliding in his vision,
manifest music momentous to remind him of his mission,
he just rolls like a bowler,
a soldiers forward composure,
with butterfly net full of dreams hangin' over his shoulder he says..

Shoot me down, raise my head,
walk my field of dreams instead,
cuz theres no way, you will march on top of me,
not how this is going to be be,

Lift my feet, raise my head,
love & sweat & tears i've bled,
create the path I see ahead


**so i guess i gotta...**

Walk my way instead

Shoot me down, raise my head,
walk my field of dreams instead,
cuz theres no way, you will march on top of me,
not how this is going to be be,

Lift my feet, raise my head,
love & sweat & tears I've bled,
create the path I see ahead

**so i guess i gotta...**

Walk my way instead 

 
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Feeling...: jubilantjubilant
 
 
 
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nikolat3sla: aww come onnikolat3sla on July 16th, 2011 02:38 am (UTC)
thank you very much!!!
evolution of the human soulwindandthestars on July 4th, 2011 11:57 am (UTC)
I'm in love with this and it has yet to finish downloading :D
nikolat3sla: cutesmilenikolat3sla on July 16th, 2011 02:38 am (UTC)
thank you ! *hug*
Julie D.C Hazardpinkmeltingpot on July 4th, 2011 01:31 pm (UTC)
I'm loving every single thing about this post. Thank you so much ♥
nikolat3sla: in awenikolat3sla on July 16th, 2011 02:39 am (UTC)
nawwww :D thank you
Wolf Of Shadowwolf_of_shadow on July 4th, 2011 02:12 pm (UTC)
Very nice. Listening to it now. Graphics are amazing, well worth the half an hour it took to get it to work right on iTunes... ohhh how I hate iTunes...
nikolat3sla: angelnikolat3sla on July 16th, 2011 02:39 am (UTC)
evil iTunes! i don't have it... because it's evil... lol <3
mr. marconi is a donkeypalmaceae on July 4th, 2011 04:35 pm (UTC)
looks great, am dling! thanks
nikolat3sla: just a little bit crazynikolat3sla on July 16th, 2011 02:40 am (UTC)
thank you <3
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nikolat3sla: rather tied up right nownikolat3sla on July 16th, 2011 02:40 am (UTC)
thank you! :D
dhfunkdhfunk on July 4th, 2011 07:59 pm (UTC)
Awesome song choices.
nikolat3sla: ruinsnikolat3sla on July 16th, 2011 02:40 am (UTC)
thank you :D